Oleng wanted to brave it, she wanted to rant and rave and ask if she was God but she knew that wouldn’t get her anywhere, what with Michelle already gearing up for a fight. She had to appeal to the motherly side of the elderly woman.
Oleng knelt down before her mother-in-law and put her two palms together. βPlease ma. Please donβt send me away. Please. Iβve done everything possible save go to a native doctor to get pregnant. The doctors say Dave and I are okay, that all we need is time. Please ma, I know youβve been very patient but please give me more time. Please.β
βWetin you dey talk for there?β Michelle jumped up in anger. βYou mean we should wait for another four years. See, even if we wait till the second coming of Christ, you still wonβt get pregnant. Just peacefully and quietly go in there, pack your things and get out of this house or Felicia and I will throw them out for you.β she countered impatiently.
βYes o!β Felicia got up also. βWe told Dave not to marry you but he wouldnβt listen. See now.β
βPlease ma. Please wait till Dave comes back. Please. Let him discuss with you and sort things out. Please.β Oleng pleaded profusely as tears gathered in her eyes.
βWait for Dave indeed! So that he will stop us, abi? We knew he wasn’t at home before we came. We know you’ve blinded him with juju so it is better that he isn’t around to stop us.β Michelle injected.
βItβs a good thing you didnβt blind us with juju also. Pity, you should have thought of that.β Felicia laughed harshly.
βPlease ma. Please. Take me as your own daughter. Please.β
βI donβt know if I can do that because my first daughter has children and the second, who is already pregnant is getting married soon. They can and will never be like you.β
βOoooh! Mummy, we’re talking too much!β Michelle complained bitterly. βFelicia, come letβs go and throw her things out since she doesnβt want to do it herself.β
She marched to the bedroom not minding the fact that she was in her ninth month of pregnancy.
Oleng was still on the floor begging her mother-in-law with tears rolling slowly down her lovely eyes when her sisters-in-law brought out her travel bags with her clothes packed haphazardly into them from the room she shared with her husband.
βMichelle please.β She pleaded but the latter pushed her away.
βSo you sabi beg? Youβve forgotten when you slapped me. Idiot!β
βFelicia, please. Remember youβll get married someday. Please.β
βIt isn’t someday. Iβm getting married in a few months from now and I know my in-laws wonβt treat me like this because Iβm already six weeks pregnant. Leave me alone, you barren thing!β Felicia pushed her away also, leaving her sprawled on the rugged floor.
She quickly got up and continued begging her mother-in-law who just looked away.
When they finished throwing her things in a careless manner outside, they told her to leave.
βPlease think of your brother. Think of how he’d feel when he finds out you threw me out. Please. Please donβt throw me out like this.β She pleaded sorrowfully but they were deaf to her pleas.
βWe know what to tell him when he comes back.β Michelle informed her.
βPlease ma. Please donβt humiliate me like this. I beg of you. Please give me more time. If I donβt get pregnant, Iβll personally leave your son for good. Please have mercy and pity me. Let’s sit and discuss the best course of action. Please. Don’t disgrace me like this, I beg you!β
βIndeed! Better get up and get out now or Felicia and I will throw you out.β
βMichelle please now. Felicia please.β Oleng muttered with pain in a futile attempt at reaching them. She knew she couldn’t fight them. They would over power her but she really didn’t want to leave her matrimonial home in such an embarrassing manner.
βYou still dey beg, abi? Michelle, abeg carry her hand.β Felicia urged as she held her sister-in-lawβs hand. She and Michelle dragged her to the door amidst her pleas, opened the door and pushed her out.
Oleng just laid on the cold floor crying.
βDo you think weβre doing the right thing?β Mrs. Sokari questioned her daughters.
βYes o!β Michelle quickly asserted.
βI canβt help feeling sorry for her.β Their mother said sadly.
βMum, donβt feel sorry for her. Sheβs a great pretender. Itβs because of your presence that she became humble. If Dave had been here, her mouth would have been running like a leaking faucet. Donβt mind her. She has destroyed her womb with countless abortions and now wants to pretend nothing is wrong with her. Idiot!β Michelle extended with emphasis.
βServes her right.β Felicia asserted with derisive cool.
βFeli, please letβs go to the kitchen to look for what to prepare for mummy.β Michelle suggested and they both got up to go into the immaculate kitchen, leaving their mum staring into space and trying to suppress her guilty conscience.
Meanwhile, Oleng was still at the door weeping profusely. She couldnβt believe what had happened to her. What a shameful way to leave your husbandβs house, she thought. She wished for the umpteenth time that Dave was there. She could bet her life that he wouldnβt have allowed his family throw her out in such a disgraceful manner.
She got up and packed her clothes, shoes and jewelries properly into her travel bags. They had only thrown out a few of her things. She didnβt mind because there would be ample time for her to get the rest. She was glad the neighbors werenβt around or she would have died of embarrassment.
She managed to get a hold of herself and carried the bags to the gate. She thanked God the gateman wasnβt around to ask her questions because she was fond of him and she wouldn’t have been able to lie. She hailed an approaching taxi, put her luggage in it and gave the driver Aunt Vienβs address in MCC road. She had nowhere else to go.
When Aunt Vien opened the door, Oleng just burst into tears. Her aunt quickly led her in and helped her to bring in her luggage.
βWhat is it my dear? What happened?β She was anxious but Oleng cried on.
βPlease my dear. Pull yourself together and tell me what happened. Is Dave back? Did you quarrel with him? Please tell me what happened.β
βDaveβs mum and his sisters threw me out of his house because the three months they gave to me to get pregnant is up and I still havenβt conceived.β she finally confided.
βWhat?β Her aunt stood up in anger. βAre you God? Who are they to play God in your life? Where were they when you were running from pillar to post in attempts to get pregnant? Donβt they know all you’ve been doing to get pregnant? The different doctors, their numerous tests and from one church program to the other that youβve been through. Where were they? What have they done as in-laws to help you get pregnant? God will definitely punish them for treating you like this. They wonβt go scot free. I assure them.β Aunt Vien retorted sharply.
βAunty, itβs not their fault. Look at me, Iβve been married for four years yet I havenβt been able to conceive not even once so that it would be said I had a miscarriage. Not once! I donβt blame them at all. I donβt.β She shook her head continuously.
Aunt Vien sat by her and held her. βBut itβs not your fault either. Weβre fertile in my family and you canβt be different. Remember you even got pregnant for Eric.β
βThatβs the more reason why Iβm worried, aunty. What if his child did something to me?β
βBut the doctors said you’re alright and the child didnβt harm you in any way. Stop blaming yourself. What about Dave? Have you considered the fact that the fault could be from him?β
βThereβs nothing wrong with Dave, aunty. The doctor said he’s okay too and he told me two of his ex-girlfriends got pregnant for him but they had to abort them because of their studies. I donβt know whatβs wrong. Why is this happening to me? Why? Why is my life so full of misery?β she lamented pitifully.
Her aunt held her and couldnβt help the tears that rolled down her eyes also. On her part, she had tried to help Oleng by taking her to traditional doctors who were specialists in such matters. They had given Oleng herbs that she had taken religiously but had still not conceived much to their surprise. One had suggested that the fault might be from Dave and had mixed a concoction for him too which he had taken religiously also yet Oleng hadnβt conceived. They had admitted the case was beyond them then. Aunt Vien had turned to God but her nieceβs stomach was still as flat as ever. She felt so sorry for her. Why was life so cruel? So unfair? This girl had gone through a lot in life.
Oleng took a sick leave from her place of work. She knew Dave would be back the next day but she switched off her phone. She was willing for him to find out she had been thrown out by his family on his own. He called Aunt Vien the day he was due back when he couldnβt reach her but Aunt Vien lied that the network was poor.
Oleng was in the living room with tears gathered in her eyes from watching a pampers diapers advert on television when she had a round of knocks on the door. She knew intuitively that it was Dave because he was due back that evening. She ran to her old room. It was Aunt Vien who opened the door at the persistent knocks.
βYes? Why do you want to break down my door?β she demanded curtly.
βIβm sorry, Aunt Vien. Whereβs Oleng?β he asked desperately but she stared at him in anger.
βIβm sorry for my lack of manners. Good evening Aunt Vien. Please is Oleng here?β He tried to control himself.
βAnd what if she is? You want to take her back there so your family can humiliate her again, ehn?β
βNo, Aunt Vien. Please itβs not like that. Iβve sent them parking. I threw them out of my house. Please let me see Oleng. Please.β
Shock registered in Aunt Vien’s eyes at what he just said. βYou mean you threw your mum out of your house?β
βNo, she chose to leave when I threw my sisters out of the house. When I came back to the house with so much joy at the thought of seeing my angel, I was both sad and disappointed to see my family there. They ignited my anger when they told me they had thrown out my wife in my absence and without my consent. Michelle even dared to hold me back when I wanted to rush down here immediately they told me. Sheβll have to see a doctor for the sound slap I gave to her.
I didnβt mean for my mum to leave because I wanted to talk to her without the poisonous influence of my sisters but she made me choose between her and my wife and naturally, I chose my wife, so she left my house in anger when I threw my sisters out.
Oleng means more to me than three of them put together. Oleng is my reason for living today. She is the reason why Iβm alive today but they donβt understand that. I had to choose Oleng in place of them. Besides, my mother already has two grandchildren and two more are even on the way.β he narrated squarely.
His wifeβs aunt just stared at him in amazement.
βAunt Vien, please can I see Oleng? Please I really need to see her. To assure her that the fact that they threw her out means nothing and Iβll stand by her no matter what. Please let me see her.β
βI canβt. She wonβt see you so donβt bother.β
βPlease let me see her and talk to her. Aunt Vien, please you have to help me. I love her very much. She’s my life. Please.β He pleaded desperately.
βDonβt waste your time here anymore because sheβs no longer interested in continuing the marriage with you.β she angrily informed him.
Dave stared at her as if she had spoken in Latin. βWhat did you just say?β
βSheβs seriously thinking of a divorce.β
Dave became so weak he had to lean against the wall for some minutes.
βPlease, can you get me water? I need to take my drugs. Please.β
βIf that is a ploy for me to allow you to come in then you must be joking. Iβm going to lock the door before I get you the water. When I open it, Iβll still lock it. You wonβt see her. I assure you.β she bitterly told him but was stunned when she saw his pale complexion. He looked sick indeed. She locked the door and rushed to get him water. She opened the door and gave him the glass of water. She suddenly felt sorry for him because he looked very weak.
When he had taken the drugs, he gave her handed her the glass and tried to comport himself. He stood with his head against the wall for some minutes before finally looking at her and saying, βIβll be back tomorrow. I need to rest now. Please just help me tell Oleng that I love her very much and she should please come home.β With that, he weakly walked away.
Aunt Vien stood there for a while watching him as he left. She wondered what was wrong with him.
When she told Oleng about his sudden illness and the abrupt way he had left, she was troubled. She picked up her phone to call him but decided against it.
βIs something wrong with him?β Aunt Vien queried.
βYes, he often has this sudden bout of illness especially when he comes back from the field. I’ve warned him against going to the field but he said itβs his job but because of me he’d try to find a way to stop going.β She was greatly worried.
βWhat exactly is the problem?β Her aunt persisted.
βHe was diagnosed with asthma when he was a kid but he said he took some drugs which stopped him from having attacks but it comes back sometimes especially when he inhales some substances.β
βThen he should stop going out to the field.β
βHeβs trying his best to stop it but you know he is a petroleum engineer.β
βHe can still do without going there. How did he get the job in the first place with such an illness?β
βHe falsified his medical records. There are times when I feel itβs more than asthma. I just hope heβs alright.β She felt for her husband.
βWhy donβt you go over there and take care of him.β her aunt suggested.
βBut aunty, you know I canβt do that. Let his family take care of him.β she retorted.
βBut they are no longer there. He sent them packing.β Aunt Vien remarked.
βWhat?β Oleng was amazed.
Her aunt then proceeded to tell her all that Dave had told her.
βTheyβll hate me the more now. O God! What kind of mess is this?β She slapped her palms together in disgust.
βTake it easy, my dear. They canβt hurt you anymore.β
βBut they can always return when he isnβt around to throw me out again.β she pointed out furiously.
βThat will never happen again now that you know what they are capable of. Besides, your husband wonβt allow them. When he comes back tomorrow, please listen to him.β Her aunt proffered.
βThereβs nothing to listen to. Iβve decided to call it quits with him. Let him go and get married to the girl his mum is arranging for him. Maybe heβll have kids by her since it seems Iβm barren.β she announced with scorn.
βGod forbid! Youβre not barren, my dear. And Dave wonβt marry someone else. Remember that marriage is for better, for worse. Please try and listen to him when he comes back and donβt give up on your marriage yet.β her aunt pleaded.
βAunty, Iβm tired. Iβm so tired of everything. Let him get married to someone else who will give him a child so that I can have peace. So I can be free from his family forever. Iβm tired.β she growled impatiently.
βItβs okay. In everything, please remember Dave. Think of what your leaving would do to him. It would surely hurt him. Please think of him.β
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When Dave returned the following day, Aunt Vien made Oleng sit and listen to her husband. She gave them some privacy by going out to see a friend.
βAngel, how are you? Iβve missed you.β Dave drawled softly.
βIβm fine. And you?β she enquired, gazing at her flip flops. She wasnβt prepared to tell him she had missed him too.
βWell,” he shrugged. “Iβm holding on but would have loved to have met you at home when I got back.β
βYour family made it so.β She simply stated.
βI know but now Iβm asking you to come back. Please angel. Please. The house is not the same without you. Please.β He put his two palms together, pleading with his wife.
βI canβt. Please donβt ask me to go back after the way I was humiliated. I canβt go back.β she whispered.
βDo you want me to rent another house? Iβm prepared to move out of that house into another to keep you from remembering the awful incident.β
βNo, I donβt want you to go to some much trouble for me.β
βItβs as if you donβt know how much I love you.” He sounded exasperated. “Iβm ready to go to any length just to make you happy. Simply come home with me. Please.β
βI canβt. I want you to listen to your mother. Take her advice. Marry the girl she wants you to marry. Have children and forget about me. Please.β She couldn’t look at her husband as she granted her consent for him to take another wife.
Dave was so stunned he couldnβt speak at first. βWhat are you saying? What do you mean?β
βI love you. I want you to have children. Since I canβt give you, then have it by another woman. Your family is right. We shouldnβt have gotten married in the first place. We made a grave mistake. I’m not good for you.β Her tear duct opened as usual.
Dave went to sit beside her. He wiped away her tears with his hands.Β βHow can you say a thing like that? Donβt you know you’re my life? Do you want me to commit suicide? I swear Iβll commit suicide if you leave me. I love you. I donβt care about children. We can adopt if you want but please donβt say I should go and marry someone else. I can handle my family if they’re the ones you’re worried about. Iβm going to Port Harcourt over the weekend to tell them to leave us alone. I swear theyβll never disturb you again. Please come home with me.β he passionately begged his wife.
Oleng shook her head slowly and tried to contain her tears. She slowly removed her wedding and engagement rings and held them out to him.
βI canβt. I canβt continue to ruin your life like this. Iβm sorry. Youβve given me so much. Youβve made my life worth living again but Iβm sick and tired of the worry and everything. Itβs not just your family, Iβm tired of everything. I donβt want to hurt you anymore. Someday youβll wake up and blame me for not giving you a child when you realize that all your wealth will go to charity or your family. I donβt want that. Itβs better we end it here and now. Iβm sorry.β she sniffed heavily.
Dave slowly shook his head and ignoring her outstretched hand went down on his knees before her.
βHere I am Oleng, on my knees again, begging you to please come back to me. Please forget the past. Forget what happened. We can start afresh. I told you Iβm not particularly worried about children but if you want them badly and since we canβt have ours, we can adopt. We can adopt a new born baby so you can start loving him or her from the beginning of his or her life. Iβll do anything you want me to do but please donβt leave me. Remember I told you that I wanted to commit suicide the day we met again. Iβm not joking. If you leave me, Iβll commit suicide. I swear.β he firmly declared but she shook her head vigorously.
βDonβt say that. Life will go on. With your new wife and kids, you’ll bounce back eventually. Life will be worth living again. Please let me be.β
Her husband got up slowly. βIβm going to give you time to think about it. Iβm going to give you two weeks. Iβm giving you that long because I want you to think about the wonderful four years of our marriage and see if youβre willing to throw all that away and because I have to travel. If at the end of the two weeks, you donβt come home, start making preparations for my burial because Iβll surely commit suicide. Iβm not joking. Know that my blood will be upon you because you would have saved my life if you had come back to me. In everything, know that I love you very much and life will not be worth living without you.β He quietly left the house leaving Oleng to stare after him, bemused.
When Aunt Vien came back, she told her what transpired between them. Aunt Vien told her to go back to her husband but she was adamant.
βI canβt help this feeling that youβre not telling me everything. Youβre hiding something from me.β Her aunt’s eyes narrowed suspiciously.
βNothing, Iβve told you everything.β
βIβm not talking about the situation at hand. Iβm talking about your marriage. Truly, sincerely, were you really happy before this issue came up?β
βHow could I have been happy when I couldnβt have a child?β
βIβm not talking about your inability to get pregnant. Besides, thereβs more to marriage than children. Tell me; were you happy as husband and wife?β Her aunt stared at her as if she could see into her soul.
Oleng was quiet for a while before she slowly shook her head.
βI knew it!β Her aunt exclaimed. βWhat was the cause of the discord?β
βLack of fulfillment, Aunty, Iβve never felt inner joy since I married him. That inner fulfillment, inner peace that everything is fine and you married the right person. Iβve all this while just been the dutiful wife but things havenβt really been normal.β
βYou donβt love him.β her aunt stated as a matter of fact.
βI do.β she countered.
βYou donβt.β she repeated.
βI do. Itβs just that I donβt think I love him the way he loves me. This all-round, all-consuming kind of love he has for me. Iβve tried. Believe me, Iβve tried but Iβve always come up short. Iβve always felt guilty at not loving him enough; that’s why I want to let him go now. Maybe his new wife will love him the way he deserves. Iβve always blamed myself for not being able to get pregnant because of it. Iβve always thought it as punishment for not loving him the way he deserves because he is such a nice and wonderful person.β
βItβs not your fault. Heβs not your husband.β
βWhat do you mean by that? Weβre married.β
βI mean heβs not the one God destined for you. Both of you forced the issue. Heβs not your soul mate.β Aunt Vien calmly pointed out.
βYou think so? Zinny said the same thing.β
βItβs true.β
βO God! What a mistake to make. What do I do now?β She was confused.
βYou have to go back and try harder to love him. Since he is okay with adoption, adopt a baby and live happily ever after with him. Make him happy and not regret marrying you. That is the best you can do in such a situation.β her Aunt advised.
βIβll have to think about it.β she informed her aunt.
Hmmmn the truth is as clear as the spring water, Dave is bathling with a sickness that isnt asthma he should open up to the poor gurl n stop this threat of killing himself he cant be enjoying life at the expense of the gurl’s sorrow. Well done Audrey every tuesday and thursday i keep checking if the next episode has been posted and when it is posted i wish it does end. pls why not tell Sally to post 2 episodes in a day? My suggestions though
Hmm…really? I’m happy to hear that. My dear, it isn’t in my hands. Thanks
Wow! Why won’t Dave tell Oleng the truth about his illness. I feel it’s terminal and the the day he discovered it was the day he decided to take his life. If it’s not that, then maybe he is impotent. Every relationship should be based on truth and trust. I can’t wait for the truth to unravel. Great job Audrey!
I guess he’s afraid of losing her. Every relationship should be based on truth and trust- true talk! Thanks dear
Ghen ghen. And the story is about 2 unfold. Team Audrey, Sally 4 life
Lol! Thanks dear
Audrey this was short now. Hmmmm I was the one who told you last episode you are not fair to oleng and I will still say it again.choice or not watever she did she had none…but Dave na wah o.. suicide will not help confesss damnit
Really? Lol! What can I say? I’ve been called a sadist before ’cause my heroines usually suffer but that’s life
Dave how can u b in a marrige n still hide a life changing truth like the one ur hiding frm Oleng ehn…u fit kill person ooo n still dey claim I love u.Jst tell the her the truth and see wat happens
I guess he’s afraid of losing her.
Maybe d asthma drugs affected his reproductory system, he shld stop blackmailling Oleng and come out with d truth already joor. Thanks Sally and Audrey, u’ve made my day.
Hmm…thanks dear
There are so many guys like Dave around. God help oleng… thumbs up Timms
Plenty of them. Selfish selfish selfish!!!!
Lol!
Amen! Thanks dear
AT: chop knuckle…. later…
Thanks dear
Dave is selfish. He’s not even thinking of what Oleng is going through or what will happen to her in the future. It obvious he has a problem and dats y dey don’t have any children and Oleng is being blamed. It’s not fair o!! I knw the truth will come out. It’s jst a matter of time. I hope Oleng will survive it. I hope i will survive it!!! The suspense is too much. Chai!
Hmm…lol! Despite her weepy weepy attitude, she’s a strong person
Choi!! What a big Pot of mess!
Hmm…
I don’t like this suicide game dave is playing on oleng
Me neither
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Dave is extremely wicked? Why must he let Oleng to be suffering like this at his own expense?
Dave’s illness is beyond being ashmatic.I believe that he must have been conspiring with the doctors to certify him ok.
Oleng have gone through hell in this life.
Why always Oleng? Na only she waka come?
Nice one Audrey. Thanks for sharing Sally.
Hmm…lol! Na only she waka come since na her story be this. Thanks dear
What a big mess Oleng has found herself in….disgruntled in laws and an obsessed/ suicidal husband. Please help her out o, she don try.
Hmm…she’s strong. She can handle it
If he wants to commit suicide….carry go joor! why must he threaten us with suicide all d time? Dave kill urself lets rest pls ah! plss Oleng don’t reconsider going back, aint worth it at all…! Thumps up Audrey and Sally! You’re the best…this episode was kinda short sha…*covers face*
Lmao! Thanks dear
This episode is short ooh, me just dislike this Dave guy, see serious blackmail ooh. Oleng for this reason u better leave no blood will be on ur head at all. He won’t be the first to commit suicide.
Madam Timms, you too much darling.
Hmm…thanks dear
Ladies,you guys are funny,i just like the comments section,Dave is suicidal in his approach to the marriage,as simple as Oleng might have been she deserves to know exactly whats up with her hubby and i think Dave is economical with the truth which is very unhealthful to their already shaken marriage…lol to the fwmale comments here,AT nice work
Lol! I enjoy reading the comments here. It’s a pity I can’t always reply them because of network problems. Hmm…thanks dear
when is aunt Vien going to tell Oleng about where she kept little Eric?
Which little Eric? The late one? Lol!
Dave is too selfish! Everything is about him. Oleng oh, what have you got yourself into? Audrey, this suspense is killing me. Pls, tell Sally to post 2episodes per day now. Thank you and God bless,
Hmm…my dear, it’s Sally’s choice, not mine. Thanks and God bless you too
O how sad, but again this is not all about Oleng, in as much as she didn’t marry her soul mate, I just feel it’s quite unfair for Dave bcos he is truly and genuinely in love with Oleng. If Eric can live without her all this while I sincerely don’t wish them together bcos he has portrayed an insensitive front. I am so torn right now I just wish above everything that everyone is happy . Despite the fact that I KNOW for a fact that Dave has a big secret he has not shared with Oleng. Ma’am once again thank you for dropping it like it’s hot everyweek. You have held us all spell bound thumbs up Audrey, thank you Sally
Yes Tolu, I agree with all u said esp on Eric’s front.He doesn’t deserve her kobo!! Well done Audrey!
I don’t think you’ve judged Eric fairly. One of the lessons in this story is not to judge until you hear all sides. What if he has moved on? What if something hindered him? As a writer, you can’t put all your cards on the table all at once, hence the need for suspense. Thanks dear. I’m glad you’re enjoying it
Dave a beg enough with the threats o! Next episode pls!
This anty vien sef,i feel she is a bad influence on oleng to some extent, she is shortsighted, among all d xters,its zinny’s role I luv d most.. she sees beyond what everyone sees. And as for Dave,d guy shd do his worst abeg,wev had enuf of his lies and selfish love
…Tanx Audrey nd sally
when will Dave reveal that big secret he is hiding from Oleng. you again made my day. thanks to team Audrey and aunty Sally.
You should see the grin on my face when I receive ‘alert’. Thank you Audrey and Sally, God bless you both.
Dave is suicidal and should be made to see a psychiatrist. Oleng had better include that as one of the conditions for going back. Anything short of tha, I dont think she’ll be able to live without guilt (even if she had nothing to do with whatever happens to Dave)
Sorry Oleng you don entre one chance.
I don’t get alerts again… Oleng, so sorry u r facing a lot…Uve always loved Eric. ..Eric is ur man….
Which little Eric? The late one? Lol!